\\somehow//

it has been a long time we didn't talk like today
the longest conversation at all
haha
proud of it?
not actually
just feel happy a little bit and it has made my day brighter
especially during the exam period ^^
how to describe my feeling now?
i am not sure
but along the conversation
i get to know some answers that i had wait for yearssssss
SOMEHOW
i do miss
about what as been happened among us
from the beginning until now
should i call it as GREAT MOMENT ?
haha
it bring a lot of memory for me indeed
happy, sad, curious, nervous, and sometimes jealous
but why jealous in fact he might be not my cup of tea?
i, as a normal human being
normal than normal (has used small letter "i" to tell this)
will always feel sad for those things which you are unable to do or achieve
it goes the same for that person who you can't get
maybe it has been a mistake since beginning
should i wait?
or should i continue for what am i having now?

but
this is my answer
as a FRIEND
your friend