2012 Mother's Day

this has been the third day i could get to call my mum. someone might say:"no big deal lah, later she will call you back.". i know about this, she is in bad mood now that's why she don't want to answer the call. my father sms me yesterday while i am having my lab. this is what he wrote in the message "你昨天很忙碌吗没空和妈妈谈话？母亲节有和妈妈祝贺与表示吗，有时间希望你能够和妈妈多谈谈心开解放松他的压力爸爸希望能得到你的帮忙你要留意说话的技巧有话不可一直说你明白了解吗".. what cross your mind when you see this kind of message? actually i got call her on sunday night, but she didn't answer it. will it be my fault as i went back but not even go back house? i dont know, this question has troubled me for three days. i feel guilty actually for doing like this. 

you all might said, i am not a filial daughter since i am not celebrating mother's day for my mum. but do you know that, if i go back like a sudden, they will scold me as i am wasting time and also money. you might see me like a very rich person but actually you are wrong. only this semester i am able to survive by using only PTPTN until week 12. and how about the next 2 weeks? my father no longer support me for my study after my second year. he feel that i am able to survive and make money for myself then he just leave me like that.

back to the topic, she still don't even bother to answer my call today. does she found out that i am back on last week? does she angry with me? does she want to kill me? i don't know and i am not sure what has happened in house. can someone let me know and help me at this juncture? please...... if you want to kill me and make me die, please using the fastest way, i am being torturing mentally now... ><