luckily

why should i said luckily? because i have once again join debate team with the topic "Cholesterols are bad lipids". and of course, my performance was not as good as i think. i know that. i lack of practice, i lack of confidence, and i lack of the grammar which is VERY IMPORTANT for me.. but luckily, i am able to complete my task as panel 5 and also panel 6 (making conclusion).

other than this, at least there are something that bright up my day after being emo and WEAK for the whole day. he answered my call!! yes, he answered it. although it was only last for 3 minutes but i feel really happy as i am able to hear his voice before sleep. (although his voice is like angry bird just now and very fierce)

however, i still need to wait a long long loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg time for his forgiving gua. i was wrong and i am trying to find out what should be taken as the best way for me to keep staying with him.. if he really think that be with me is a kind of torturing, just let me know, i will try to find another way out. don't afraid that your word might hurt me, i am STRONG enough to bear with anything, but just give me some time.

at last, before i go to sleep, i just want to say that,

i love you

and i miss you so much