New Life Ahead?

Well, this is just the 4th day of my last semester start, but i still have some awkward feeling some how. How can be like this? I don't know, and can't explain why. 

If it is my destiny, i accept it. BUT if it is reflecting what i am doing now is wrong, i think i need to be think twice before continue what am i doing now here. What is the thing that i am doing now? Haha, let it be my secret. Don't force me to say it, you will know it if you really know me well. But it is not a good case really. 

Is time for me to face the reality, and behave like a normal person. STOP thinking about other things. BEHAVE.