Is it the time?

I feel quite weird these few days, or i should say the past few weeks? 

It is not comes suddenly actually. There must be something inside there, some reason which i still unable to explain it till now. Maybe because of HIM? Who? HIM? Which HIM? Tall one fat one thin one short one handsome one ugly one lousy one kind one? Well, just don't get to know about this if not the question marks on top or your head will multiple in light speed suddenly.. 

I don't know it is the time now for me to start thinking of topics about religious. I never think that such topic will cross in my mine and make me so uncertain now. Ya, i did chat with friends regarding this issue. What i get is variety of answers, which i still need time to digest it.. It is just make me feels like i do need some energy or someone to support me now when i am down. I know that we can't just hope on others like family, friends or even partner. They have their own matter to bother with. They are just not necessary to be there for you every time, any time. All what i need to do is just to get some silent listener to listen to me. Well, i still struggle about this on what to do how should i do it. OK, fine. Just leave it first until i found my answer.

About another thing, about HIM. Am i too silly or can say too stubborn for something? I am just like lost my world when i keep waiting the feedback from HIM but nothing i get at last. Well, i should understand what is the meaning of that brings to me. Just LET GO, make myself free from that tied. Am i right? Or what i need to do is just wait for the correct moment? Haiz.. All of these and those make me emo-ing, be the first in this semester..

Suddenly feels eager to listen this song because of some r-e-a-s-o-n-s.. Want to know it? Search in my previous blogpost then you will know. ^^