微笑·smile

渐渐的 我习惯了没有情感的日子
也因为这样 我开始觉得自己的情感都开始不见了
过着强装笑脸的日子
见人对人笑 见鬼对鬼笑
昔日对待爱人的心情也不复再
什么样复杂的情感都化作一笑带过
哈 这样的我正常吗？
是心态上的突然转变让我变成这样吗？
是的话就给我多一些些的时间吧
我会过得很好的
以前的我会回来的

somehow, i feel lost in everywhere of my life currently.
lost for unknown reason.
the only smile u saw on my face is not really come out from my true heart.
i am also wondering where does it come from and what is the purpose for it to appear on my face.
well, am i stuck in the yellow wood now? which diverge into two different roads or many roads that wait for me to explore by myself?
if yes, please give me some more time.
bear with me, if u are able to do so.
the one whom u know before this whose name call "I" will come back after some times.
i am sure for that.
wait for my return.