I have a complicated family, whereby i am just like a working machine for them...
It has been a long time i didn't drive to the border of my tolerance, i tried to be patient in everything that i am facing in this family, but it seems like all of those things are over my limit of tolerance, and are all out of my expectations, i couldn't keep persuading myself to face them positively again, i think, i am defeated at the moment.
I know, how one's life is going to be, has been destined since the very first moment, is up to us on how to handle all those cases which happened in our life peacefully or full of war and bloody scene.
But do u know that, why those who should be responsible for these things can sit back and relax while i have to be the one who takes down all these responsibility (mentally, physically, vocally, audioly, financially)?
I hate myself from being useless and often think of waysssss to run away from all these. But will I? Could I? I couldn't and wouldn't! That's why, coward and weak me.
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